| 19 yRS of ahge |
[07 Apr 2006|11:18pm] |
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april second recently floated by accompanying my date of birth. congratulations to me, i made it. anyways, i thought id actually update for once in like 3 months. i have an awesome job at subway now instead of shitty silver and gold mart. i actually get paid on time, what a concept. my request for relief down the dead power lines, though im beyond belief. through the help, i require... just to exist at all. took a long time to stand took an hour to fall. still i sinned all the time. but yeah getting paid regularly is good times. i feel bad for erin cause her dog was put to sleep today. i wish i knew what it felt like having a living organism for a pet for such a long period of time. im through tryin now, its a big relief. ill be staying down. mess me around, just make it over. im attempting to update how i wrote in the notebooks when i was at the mall sitting and getting paid. though, you wouldnt know that or what im talking about unless you were mark schlager, bill reynolds, amanda smith, ATIF, or erin d'hondt. unfortunately for my personable mood, everyone decided to gather at katherines tonight instead of me casa. understandable i suppose. so bad, so far, you make me sad shooting star. everybody just sighs. im hoping soon, to say the least its gonna be hard.
going to sleep now
going back to find square one
goodnight.
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| in droves |
[07 Feb 2006|05:33pm] |
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akartaire |
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if you only knew the plans they had for us
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| tesri is a great album |
[26 Jan 2006|11:25pm] |
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exanimate |
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ein knoten aus schwarz |
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i believe a cyclone is coming
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| parachutes |
[05 Jan 2006|03:22am] |
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im glad to be done with december and 2005. it was a pretty good year overall id say, reaching both ends of the wavelength. tonights the first night ive slept in my bed in 5 days. work is slow but time eating, and hanging out with my erin<3 tends to take up the rest of my time, along with sleep. i really have to fit college into my schedule and become certified in the field of networking so i can live a nice life. i didnt think you lost touch with half of your friends after high school but turns out everyone thats told me that was right, and im not even sure whos at fault... if anyone. i guess i cant always prove myself right, eh? i think its finally time to put some change into motion.
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| 12/24/05 |
[24 Dec 2005|03:37am] |
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god damnit
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| the daillyy showwww |
[20 Dec 2005|01:10am] |
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im about to turn on sleepbot |
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today, in short:
i sold $400 of crap jewelry to crap people in crap macomb mall by lying to them
i almost died in a collision with a foot high pile of snow
i watched the ladies in the china department of marshall fields get "overwhelmed" with 4 customers
i finally saw the life aquatic with steve zissou in full
i spent the majority of the day with mah girl.
tomorrow is somewhat bleak in the morning, turning great and then tapering off into a solid good for the rest of the day. thats right, thats the forecast.
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| one big bit |
[11 Dec 2005|11:02am] |
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i dont remember everything thats happened so i guess ill start with i got a new car. 87 dodge lancer that runs nicely. its gray/blue and i like it. uh this past week was kind of really hectic. had to help erin with her car troubles which are still not over and just the lack of seeing her sucked. last night was a damn good night though, we listened to the smashing pumpkins and watched a movie. right now im at work and theres about 20 people walking around me. this mall sucks. i have some arizona iced tea though. tonight is the d'hondt party with like 23413681 guests. i hope all goes well since i wont really be able to help clean up sunday, i work 10-8. me bill and mark got another computer running in my room with internet so now i have 3 computers in my house. can never have too many computers with internet capabilities. this laptop sucks though, and mark knows it. i have to get all of my november pay and go x-mas shopping real soon, ive only bought like 3-4 gifts so far :/
i loaded this page up when i had internet but right now i dont. so im kinda just wasting time til it comes back. alright its back.
you are great and i <3 you
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| every single thing is a symbol for something else. |
[03 Dec 2005|12:37pm] |
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im kind of warm right now and i have to clean and then go to work. today is looking like a pretty not good day. oh well, gotta have some sometime right/?
i wished you lived with me.
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| shit is great and terrible right now |
[01 Dec 2005|03:13am] |
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dave if you read this 3 days from now, APPLY TO EVERYWHERE.
the sg-mart along with the macomb mall are going down, down, downnnnnnnnnnnn
but nonetheless,
i think ive pretty much loved the last half of november, excluding a few instances of course, the most out of any month so far. and you should, by now, know why that is.
hint:
its you.
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| fuckin fuck |
[20 Nov 2005|07:08pm] |
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mars volta |
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so lets see, my boss still owes me like $1300 and owes mark like $1000. i ruined my car because im fucking retarded and didnt check or change the oil. sales are better at work but i need a REAL job, one that actually pays on time and pays well. currently my rooms a mess but that doesnt really matter. the only person that could cheer me up is probably still working right now and then she cant hang out tonight at all. son of a bitch, i hate having to deal with the crests and trophs of life.
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| you and whose army |
[12 Nov 2005|01:46am] |
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today i sold $26. today is friday.
that is terrible.
erin got a job! wooo
but, yeah i need money. and another job.
aoskhdflj
konkan?
i hope im awoken at sometime between 8:30-9:30am by someone.
:o
they know who they are...
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| just cause you feel it, doesnt mean its there. |
[29 Oct 2005|10:38am] |
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goddamn livejournal. seriously.
things were going great i thought, at least for me. but just when i think ive settled into a groove something changes. i guess its not that bad and it doesnt have to last that long. just as long as we're happy the whole way through. its a little early to be calling the game, but i guess its fair since the teams are uneven. its obvious theres still something.
well you know me. ill be online when i get a new cat5 cable and im workin each day at the mall. ill end up looking for the easy way out im sure, to any problem that crosses my path. maybe one day, just maybe, ill actually comphrend in my head whats really going on in my relationships.
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| wow i love the mars volta |
[13 Oct 2005|10:28pm] |
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the string quartet tribute to mars volta |
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today has been a mars volta day. i feel it necessary to ensure my drunkenness for all forth-coming updates on live journal because it is much easier to gather the will to update. living the high life in an essence, not a good thing though. i need to get my shit together and get a second job and go to college in the winter. theres nothing left at allllllllllllllll. said i lost my wayyyyyy. bill mike scott and jimmy are over right now and i shoould probably get off the computer and finish my 40.
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| i wonder if penguins taste good |
[05 Oct 2005|01:47am] |
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dane cook just came on. hooray. i havent updated in awhile... i worked and got paid today. the time went by quickly and i had a lot of visitors. tomorrow i get a 5th of bacardi from a guy at the mall. how cool is that? for free too! tomorrow uh im gonna buy shit and hopefully get the globe castros cause those shoes are the shit. the preview for the movie "waiting" is sick, the one where they do all that shit to the steak.
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| hey its 4:20 |
[29 Sep 2005|04:21am] |
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today i hung out with erin. we harvested my garden, played chess, talked about food, ate wendys and visited the mall. i drove her home and then hung out with mark and eric. we went to dennys at like 2 and had some fries and stuff. tomorrow i work, friday i work, saturday i work and sunday i work. i cant wait to get paid. why does livejournal only seem pointless when im updating? i do not know. i wonder how everyones life is.
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| i have run out of non-sober ammo |
[28 Sep 2005|01:00am] |
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yesterday was sunday? no monday! yes. i woke up and ate some wendys with bill and then went on over to amandas. it was a great night. today i worked 3-9 and then watched the new family guy movie with mark and bill. marks ashley was over for a bit but she had to leave at 10. lets murder what matters to you and then move on to your neighbors and kids.
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| i dont mind waiting if it takes a long long time |
[26 Sep 2005|12:44pm] |
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capturing moods |
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ah yes, livejournal. lately, ive been working and then staying up all night. different people have been coming over, its been pretty cool. ashley and erin came over like 3 times in the 4 days me and mark have known them. they're both damn cool and we have a lot in common. hah dino came over yesterday, im not sure why thats funny. karen came over last night too, i forgot. shes really cool aswell. work is boring and slow but im not complaining. id like to get paid on a regular basis though, thatd be nice. like two nights ago while erin and ashley stayed over, they brought over a bunch of cds and one happened to be rilo kiley. it played on repeat at least 8 times while we talked and slept, and now its been in my head for the past day and a half. good cd and good night. alright well, this mohawks got me feelin empty and i have to go purchase more pop cause.. i just do. heres hopin things stay good.
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| the slow motion moves me |
[16 Sep 2005|02:39am] |
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i got those beads for my closet today, the ones you hang instead of a door. it adds a different flow. i should get a second job and quiet being lazy. also i have been sneezing all day and i dont know why, i hope im not sick. tomorrow i work for 6 hours and then i think the plan is to see hustle and flow at like 10. cant beat $2.50 movie tickets. theres something i need to do more of, and i plan on fixing that. i feel like i pushed back my life by starting college late, like my life is on hold. im hoping thats temporary. i guess thats all ive got so until some other un-sober night, see ya.
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